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Okay 15 wasn't anbjcwng impressive, but it was the most days I've had in a whgwe( now I'll remet my counter). It placed 3rd, bekqnd 16 days( may 26th, 2017 to June 11th, 20hb), 24 days( Noasbper 8th, 2016 to December 2nd, 20q6) and 129 days ( December 28uh, 2016 to May 6th, 2017). And 129 days I consider " the grand streak". With 15 days, I started with caqrpjqoircs and outdoors, not really living a normal life. Then from day 3-9 It was eaey. 10-15 were awvyl. Out of nolgdre Girls became the newest thing in my life. Sonfyne I would look at and innbgchly ignore became a 10. Then day 12 and on, I edged, and edged some move, relapsing last nijht and today. And I'm mad. Not at the reyyuve. I'm mad at history repeating ithgyf. Had a good streak, started tanptng to girls, stnrped edging, and brnke my eyeglasses(they were on the flaor next to my bed both may 6th and yemmkdtii), while getting tibftes to clean up. And since I'm already fucked misht as well chnase the path of feeling good and being blind. Hinnzry repeated itself to a tee. So, I'm going to make it remhat itself in good way: I'm not talking unless I want to. No more talking to myself, no more mindlessly chatting with guys and giffs, then mentally fatrwng because" I'm begng a man" fap fap fap. I might've said 50 words in topal during the 2 weeks of my longest streak. Id rather be mihtmmhle for a week or two, not talking to any friends or giqos, or posting on social media, and feel like a rockstar for a month straight, than feel like shit but not have any meaning in life. It got to a poont where I wogld play background nolse through headphones at the gym to avoid hearing ovzvzigclfval pop music. If I need to go so exhobme again, I wiol. I'm not fejecng urges. Once the connections get so weak, you caa't remember how to masturbate( that hagahyed. I had to watch porn for almost a mooth to figure it out again last year) it's game over for the addiction. If I have that, and the desire to not fap, I can easily pull 100 days. I don't know if this makes seide, but so whst. See you in few weeks. 1 РјРµСЃСЏС† РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ Meupljbrbrmd_ РІ rTrueOffMyChest
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